Get this...this will be the first year since...forever, that I'm gonna be surprised for Christmas. Meaning, this is the first year that I hadn't asked for anything specific from Dean or my parents. Hence the "surprise".
Since I'm earning my own dolleros on my own now, and there really isn't anything I'm eyeing lately... so, I said I wanted to be "surprised".
WHY DIDN'T ANYONE EVER TELL ME THIS SURPRISE THING AND WAITING THING WOULD BE HARD??? HUH???
I know they've already gotten it. I see it under the tree. It's calling my name. I want to shake it or even that a peek in between the sticky tape. :(
My mum's told me to stay away from the tree until Christmas! But I told her the guessing and the constant pestering is only half the fun.
GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH!! I can't take this anymore!!
I remembered why I don't deal well with surprises. I'm way too impatient.
"I sing for joy at the work of Your hand. Forever I'll love You forever I'll stand. Nothing compares to the promise I have in You".
"Should you know sorrow within your life, I will come I will embrace your heart. Through your pain you will discover me. Strong and contstant is my love".
"I've been through this valley, but I feared no man. Saw the beach and the footprints alone in the sand. When times seem hopeless, the night too dark to see. The lone foortprints on the road behind were the times when You carried me".